I am not a writer, I am a reader.
Stop me if you have heard this before.
Now that is an apology commonly given to friends, who can be relied on to kindly say nothing or just nod, nah it‘s ok. Yes, they have heard it before.
My small swim group enjoy après swim coffee at the outdoor pool kiosk. They check the froth on their coffee of choice as they dry off in the sun. No longer is the choice of coffee Instant or percolated.
We mostly talk about the latest books we have read. Surprisingly we found this a common ground for informal conversation. We sit together, l.5 m apart, half damp, half dry with messy hair.
Once, with a Piccolo in hand, for some reason I airily said “I am not a writer, I am a reader”. This actually was a quote. I said so, this is a quote.
A moment of truth, i.e. silence, it was like I pressed mute. Quiet moments are revealing, so then for self-respect, I blurted “I read it in a book”. To add a context, I asked if anyone knew David Duchovny that actor from X files. I added “He is also an author.”
Nope. No reaction just polite coffee sipping. I wanted to reveal my discovery that in Duchovny’s book, the names of the heroine Emer and her sweetheart Conn draw on Irish folk heroes. New York has a large immigrant population including many Irish and school teacher Emer had mused that migrants bring their Gods with them.
However, maybe this is too serious a subject for pool side chatter. I dug deep and excavated my ego again holding my piccolo for emotional support. The pastries arrived and I sipped and saved the moment.
Previously I had mentioned blogging, confessing to my mediocre attempt at a book blog. Again, my moment of self-promotion was abandoned. I have admitted to not knowing how to publicise this digital book blog much less know how to get comments. I note that one must tell people that they can freely comment, even anonymously with a nickname.
I know I need to tidy the blogging format. I actually started the darn thing simply to remember all the books I read in that Covid year, 2020, and think of it like a diary. Restrictions linger and I read on.
The convenience of a free online read through the state library was a joy to discover. I could select, read or return unfinished books without a conscience. I intended to try a variety of genres. The Library App provides, fortunately, a detailed list of books borrowed.
But 500 beckons. If I have sparked your interest let me share one of the many worthy literary quotes from the heroine in Miss Subways. The author clearly knew his poets and writers and Emer muses,
…that billy shakespeare, he got everywhere first,
He seduced language first after Chaucer bought her a few drinks.
(GLENDA BOWEN, PUBLISHED Weekend Australian Review 'This Reading Life' 2022.)